wen:
i admired your page and everything in it a couple of years ago when i was interrupoted myself, and admired it more knowing that its still in here. bless you..:)
44.Special:
Settling on mediocre love... I'm all too familiar with that. My reason was being afraid of being alone, and because I got pregnant. There are other nuances I'm discovering along the way...
Debbie:
Hi, I love reading your blog. Wanna exchange links? Let me know. =)
Sunday, March 22nd 2009
10:13 PM
.:: Best Birthday EVER! ::.
Mood:
Watchin/Music:TV: Supernatural 'Heaven and Hell'
Reading:Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
Quote/Lyrics:'Flesh and blood angel...' -Ruby 'Supernatural'
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On Thursday I turned 33. I had an amazing birthday.
It’s been years since I had such a good birthday. I never used too look forward to it...not because I’m in my 30s now or anything like that but because I’d been let down so many times. Friends, family and even people I was dating have all let me down. Plans made but ultimately never followed through. Always a ‘good’ reason for it but truth be told on every Birthday that I was let down there was never a good enough reason.
I stopped caring all that much about birthdays, more putting up with them for family and friends but insisting on nothing more than presents and cake. Balloons/banners/parties were not allowed.
This was the first birthday with my wife and I’ll admit I was worried about all her ‘guarantees’. I should NEVER have doubted her...I’m sorry my love if you’re reading this...I won’t doubt you again. I had an amazing birthday. Lots of presents and lots of fun with my wife. She made me a wonderful meal...it was a brilliant meal. But more than the meal and the presents and my family and all that the thing that I loved the most on my birthday was that my wife spent it with me. She said she’d be there and she was. She didn’t go off with anyone else for a night out. She didn’t cancel her plans for no good reason. She made the day about me. Wow...I didn’t expect it but it happened and it was amazing. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.
Oh and she also sung Happy Birthday to me and gave me a pretty cake...That’s one of my fave things about birthdays, cake, candles and Happy Birthday being sung.
Thanks for reading
Girl, Interrupted