- Mood:
- Watchin/Music: Law & Order Criminal Intent: 'Privilege'
- Reading: 'Sleeping Doll' by Jeffery Deaver
- Quote/Lyrics: 'There are times you don't belong and you think you're going to kill yourself...It was death, I chose life.' --Laura Brown (Julianne Moore) --The Hours
My plan to update more has gone to hell again. I’ve moved into my Gran’s place. I’m starting to get out of the habit of calling it my Gran’s place since she’s no longer with us.
I still miss my gran. There’s not a day that has passed that I’ve not thought about her. It’s also coming up to the 3rd anniversary of my bro-in-law passing. He’s been on my mind a lot too.
Work has been pretty amazing lately...the new boss lady is pretty cool. I’m pretty impressed with her. I wasn’t sure at first but she’s good people. I’ve done many extra hours this week and I’m tired...ready for ma bed...need sleep.
Ma love life is going ok too. Ma huni is living with me...she’s not officially moved in but she’s stayed here every night and she had spent a couple of weeks staying with me at my mum and dad’s place. We’re getting on really well. I’m in love with her.
I miss my best mate...she’s all the way down in England and I miss just hangin out with her. No matter how long passes between meetings it’s always as if it’s been no time. She’s the coolest person I know and I’m still so proud of her that she got out and did/is doing what she wanted too. She’s hard working and a good person...and indeed I miss her.
Ma huni knows I’ve got an online journal. She’s doesn’t know where...I’m not sure if I’d tell her if she asked. I like having a place to ‘hide’...place to be honest...a place where I can vent when I know if I flew off the handle I’d hurt feelings and cause unnecessary pain.
I can get all worked up about nothing much and I don’t want to start an argument over something daft and petty. When I need to confront something or something needs to be said then I’ll do or say what needs to be. But I’m talking about the stupid things that bug me that wouldn’t bother most ‘normal’ people.
Well that’s about all I have. I’m gonna try and update about once a week. Ma huni works a Sunday night so I’m gonna try and update then although this Sunday I’ve told the kids that I’ll cook them dinner this Sunday night when they come back from their mums place...it gives ma dad another night off form cooking.
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