---- I’m really loving being off. It’s been great. I’ve not done anything too strenuous. I’ve not gone away but it’s nice to just have a break from work. Emotionally I was getting to a point that I wasn’t sure how I was going to be able to keep going...and physically it wasn’t much better. It’s been nice just to slow down and not have to think too much. I’ve spent everyday with my new girl. It’s been good to get to know her. I don’t think I’m going to have a re-play off what I had with previous girls...I’m so much in love...so much in love...so much in love...so much so that I can’t stop saying it, lol. I knew these two weeks off together would either make us or break us and I think we are gonna be ok. We’re meant to be...that’s how we both see it. It’s close to the end of the first week. We’re going to go through to Edinburgh on Saturday...there’s a guy I’ve been friends with online for several years...we’ve kept saying that we should meet up but it never happens...looks like it will this weekend. We added each other on MySpace...we’re both huge Jim Steinman fans. It will be good to finally meet him. He has a lot of rare Jim Steinman DVD’s and CD’s that just are not available...I’m excited to get them. He text yesterday to say that he would get tickets to a fringe show...I’ve never been to one so this should be good. I’ve not been back in the flat that my gran lived in. I know I have to decide what to do with it...it’s been a month since my gran passed so I have to decide whether to keep it or sell it of maybe even rent it out. I still miss my gran so very much. I was so hoping to go down south and see my best mate but I simply couldn’t afford it...was going to ‘stalk’ Gillian Anderson at the X-Files premier but with my gran passing and the money I paid out for that I just didn’t have the money. I miss my mate so much...there’s part of me that thinks I should just move down there beside her for a couple of years. If I hadn’t met this girl I’m with now there is a good chance I would have done that by now...although I’m not sure how she’d feel about that, lol. Well that’s about all I’ve got to say...not all that much has happened other than I’ve been lazy for this past week...sweet.

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