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Sheep text and when I wasn’t too enthusiastic she got in touch via IM. We talked and it wasn’t too bad. We’ve IM’s a few times. She text a lot yesterday. There is part of me that still doesn’t like her and I don’t trust her so there will be NOTHING more than a friendship. And when I say ‘friendship’ what I mean is the barest of resemblances to what a real friendship is I suppose what I feel more than anything is... ...I feel sorry for her. She hurts so much and she’s so confused and she doesn’t know what she wants. Or she does know what she wants its just that she is so worried that she’s missing out on something she can't allow herself to be happy. She’s mega fucked up!