wen:
i admired your page and everything in it a couple of years ago when i was interrupoted myself, and admired it more knowing that its still in here. bless you..:)
44.Special:
Settling on mediocre love... I'm all too familiar with that. My reason was being afraid of being alone, and because I got pregnant. There are other nuances I'm discovering along the way...
Over a year ago I lost a load of weight. I was really pleased that I managed to stick to my own weight loss program. Lost somewhere around 4(ish) stone in weight.
I’ve put...
Felt the need to change the look of my journal. I’ve changed it loads over the last while...I think I’m finally happy with the colours and fonts. We’ll see how long it is...
I’m just resting today. Just gonna chill and relax. I’m surfing via BlogExplosion. I’ll try and finish reading Wicked Forest, quite an interesting read. I like Virginia...
My day was really good. I’m surprised at just how much I’m enjoying work. The afternoon did drag a bit but it was still pretty good. Tad early too be talking about Christmas...
---- I called my huni earlier but her friend was round and they were doing some uni work so we didn't stay on the phone for long. We had a very quick catch up and she said for...
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Life is pretty good at the minute. Work has improved a great deal. I’m getting better at my job...my four week review went really well; it couldn’t have gone better...
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I went to Aberdeen and had a really good time but on one of the days I was so down and low that I was sure things were going to end. They haven’t I’m happy to say...
Tonight I’ll be in Aberdeen with my huni but there’s been a couple of things said over the last few days that have just made me feel like shit! I know what she means by what...
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My last post was way back in May ‘06...so much has happened since then. Had some major life changing stuff happen. Had a couple of relationships. Still have a deep...
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I still don’t know how long I’ve got the net for so figure I should use it while I have it.
This week off so far has been amazing.
My girl surprised me by...
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That's me on holiday. Feels so good to know that I don't have to be at work again until next Monday.
Today wasn't too bad at work...I was ignored by my flatmate,...
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Why do people take their own hurt and guilt and try and put it on someone else?
That’s exactly what my flatmate is doing. We tried to move to Glasgow together but...
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OK, so didn’t expect to be posting again so quickly but I find it interesting that I share a flat with someone and they choose to speak to me through a computer and...
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About four months ago I was in a relationship that ended. Fair enough. It ended up being a war or words through journals...rather childish I know, knew it then, know it...
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I have no idea where I'll be staying in a months time.
I've looked at one bedroom places in Glasgow...since my girls through there so much now I have to either see...
---- Six months since my brother-in-law died. I still cry from time to time thinking about him...I cry everytime I hear Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day...that was...
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Two feelings that are odd…
I feel completely numb and hurt more than I ever have in my whole adult life.
Its two weeks now since my brother-in-laws death, the...
I don't understand the tears that come out of nowhere. I just burst into tears for no reason. I didn't think I was thinking about anything. I don't like this.
---- I hate how I’m feeling right now. I can’t describe it. I can go from feeling ok to wanting to cry. I know how I normally handle this kind of uncertainty with my...
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I never thought I’d ever feel anything worse than I did than when I was told my brother-in-law died. Today however I felt something a lot worse. My mum phones me at...
----I’ve tried to sleep. I slept for an hour or so. My computer was still on when I woke up so I checked my mail. I don’t rmeember what I put in my response…I hope it...
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On another of my journals, I have 2 or 3 I think...I tried to talk about this but just ended up crying again for I don't know, the 20th time today. Probably more...
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Ages back I bought ‘reinvent yourself’ by Fiona Harrold. It is a truly wonderful book. I’ve now bought ‘indestructible self-belief’ and ‘the 10-Minute Life...
---- Well, looking some more into the trip next year. It’s looking very pricey. C ain’t sure she’s gonna be able to afford it. Shame if she can’t but I’m still going....